This is one of the hardest things in life. When you are in love to someone yet there is no chance for the both of you together because in the first place, you already know that your love for him/her should be kept hidden.
You’re thinking of him/her all throughout the night but he/she doesn’t even bother to think of you. You’re mind is too preoccupied by the thoughts of him/her and all the things you want to share to each other but then you never ever crossed his/her mind. You miss him/her and can’t wait for the next time you’ll be able to see him/her but you can’t do anything about it. And you want to be with him/her but you are just watching him/her from afar wishing that you’re the one he/she longs and wants to be with.
But that how love goes. It is not always a two-way process, sometimes, it is unrequited and you can’t do anything just to accept that no matter what you do, you will be just invisible and you can’t be with him/her. You will be just that someone who doesn’t exist for him/her but dying of pains and heartaches.
Loving Someone Secretly